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The Fear Bubble Breaks
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The Fear Bubble Breaks

MS #110: What happens when the fear bubble finally pops — and the flood of awareness rushes in

MORNING SESSION: April 13, 2026 b/ Transcript of audio:

Good afternoon. The following recording was actually done this morning. I still apologize for the quality of the recording, and I think it’s time to throw out the little device that I’m using.

This is all to say that I’m just so appreciative of any kind of pattern that I am able to discern, and in this case, unravel. I’m incredibly thankful to the people in my life who have helped me get to the bottom of my [own story] and discover my patterns and have my aha moment. It’s just thrilling, and it brings such a deep sense of inner peace when the puzzle pieces come together.

And I have to say, in the work that I do as a channel, I’m helping people with these kinds of things every day of the week. It’s always a magical thing to witness — and yet to experience it within myself is a motivator to keep going and keep serving in this capacity, because I think it’s work that’s much needed. I hope that more and more people will come to that place where we can witness one another’s patterns without judgment, just simply honoring the path that is, so that each person can find their own way in the maze of life.

I think that’s really why we are on this earth together — to help one another. So I extend my thanks to everyone who has contributed to helping me put the puzzle pieces together, and I wish you all the best as you discover your versions of such.

Enjoy.


CAROL: I feel like I’ve just come through a huge epiphany. It’s an interesting process, and I’ve watched this in other people. I think by the time they pick up the phone and call me to help them through their own versions of what I’ve just gone through, it’s the culmination of putting all the pieces of your puzzle together — and not from the mental mind, though that is a part of it. It’s the heart, the bigger awareness of the signals. I should say the clues, the signals, the signs that we’ve each been given about our next steps, or the next phase of life.

Human nature is built around comfort. We don’t like change. We like to stay in the known areas of life. We don’t like stepping into the unknown. That stretch — I used to receive, when I first started all of this, a way of learning: this precipice metaphor — a flat surface and the crack was only so big, like if I stepped on it I couldn’t fall through if I tried, because it was so narrow. Yet it felt like it went forever in terms of the fear of taking the step.

Then there were times when the precipice looked like it was just — just step over it. There’s never been a metaphor of that kind that has me leaping and thinking, “Maybe I’ll make it and maybe I won’t.” I think maybe in my dreaming it has — like having to be precise about my steps. But this really hasn’t been that kind of metaphor at all. This has been about shedding my human-nature skin, the things that I feel like I may not have done my level best with yet.

I think it’s been very interesting that I’ve been so aware of others’ judgment projections toward me, but I’ve actually been suffering about my own judgment toward my loved ones.

MARK: Yeah, it hurts the projector more than the one being projected onto, right?

CAROL: Yeah. And that should have given me a really big clue. But you don’t see yourself until you really see yourself — until you see the pattern.

MARK: When you see yourself through somebody else’s eyes — through the lens of somebody else.

CAROL: Yeah, you see it, but you don’t identify yourself in the pattern. That’s the curious thing. And it wasn’t until I saw the bubble — it was really a fear bubble that I’ve been sitting inside all my life — that I saw it as a thing. And once I saw it as a thing, that’s when all this learning started to take place.

So it culminated yesterday at the right timing, I guess, because I was ready to see it. I think I’d already come to my aha moment, and then our friend just validated it for me. She was able to voice it. And I think that’s what a really good intuitive does — you put voice to what the person already knows. I’ve always said to people, “I’m not going to say anything to you that you don’t already know. It’s just going to come through my personality, the way that spirit gives it to me.”

I think that’s the service that we give to each other — just from human to human, we help each other learn that way, if you’re willing. Because I’ve seen, seated in myself and others, that when you’re resistant to hearing, no amount of help is going to crack the code for you, because you’re just not listening. You’re not willing to listen because your focus is somewhere else.

So, now that I’m on the other side of my aha moment about my next phase of life, I guess I would want to ask Spirit today: What is my most immediate next step? What’s my focus — which I kind of already know, I do know — but how to get there? What are my stepping stones to get there, to be of highest service? Is there anything else I should ask?

MARK: It would be interesting to see... Well, I guess they’ve already given us the directive toward Kazakhstan and the Azores. But is there anything else that needs to come through on that?

CAROL: Yeah. So that question is all about the global work. They’re saying that the tiredness I’ve been feeling in my body is because my consciousness has been struggling against itself to get to this point of awareness. And now that I’m there, my body certainly will want to rest — deeply rest. But it won’t be because I’m struggling; it’ll be because there’s a recognition of the inner peace that guides me.

So, calling upon my guides and elders, and thanking my parents for showing up yesterday in recognition of their contribution to my learning. My mother just dropped in. A lot of connection. I feel like my energy body is — it’s like, you know, when you tune one of your harps, different strings are tuned one way and others another. I feel like the energy nodes through which I receive information are shifting. I certainly get a very strong true-north, directly down my spine — a push of energy. But I’m also feeling energy pathways opening up like a fountain, arcing from a wider bandwidth of the cosmos into my energy system.

They’re saying it’s important to strengthen the body-mind continuum, because that opens up the neural pathways for greater communication. And the bandwidth that is being tapped into in the present moment is the bandwidth that I have been using as a channel of higher consciousness. Through the years, they have been working with me to open further — to open channels within me, within my energy system.

And they’re saying that my part in all of this is acceptance — awareness of the more subtle planes of existence and also acceptance of the frequencies that are on the outer edges of earth-plane consciousness. They’re saying many beings of light coexist in this planetary grid system and are available to help humanity ascend. And yet humanity has a grid, or a plasmic field, that is artificial in nature. The controller races have placed this grid over human consciousness for eons, and there are light groups — as you have been focused in your awareness on — working to dismantle those grids by amplifying light.

And they’re saying that this work shall continue throughout the next 20 or 30 years until human consciousness has been completely liberated. And yet these next few years are critical; it’s a turning point — the acceleration of human consciousness. They’re saying this is what the trip to the east is all about: that we are to contact the healers representing the ancient lineages going back to 10,000 years BC. There are still threads — streams of consciousness — that energetic healers are tapped into and embodying. They have stayed away from the modernization of internet access, and you’ll not find them by doing a basic search. You have to physically go there to find them and begin to ask through word of mouth. There was someone I spoke with — I thought it was yesterday, or a few days ago — who talked about a healer in that area...working with someone who had advanced stages of cancer and worked with their system to help them heal themselves.

They’re saying that geography does matter. Culture is less of an issue than the energetic positioning of the grid. That the children matter. Children have an innocence about them that has not been tainted by the cultural norming that goes on in society. We are to recognize, as we are creating and growing, the accentuation of — they’re showing me the high plains — and that northeastern corridor that abuts Russia is where we’ll settle in. And we’re not going to be moving around as much as we’re going to be settled in a locality, staying quiet and positioning ourselves to receive messages and to have our energy bodies rewired to open our bandwidth.

They’re saying to me that they’ve been trying to get my attention for years now about positioning myself with the ancient beings. One is that rock face — I think it’s in Peru — that our friend was near when we were starting to organize that trip. I saw myself with my back to a rock face, and I’ve read stories of people who have done that and disappeared into the rock, into the stone, never to return again. And I thought to myself, “Is that really what I want to do?” But it’s interesting that I just could not settle. My energy was too frenetic, and it just wasn’t the right timing for that.

So this energy of opening, and being in a clear-blue-sky kind of place, is more conducive to what that ask has been all about. It doesn’t feel like there are a lot of people around us when we’re doing that work — either that, or it could simply feel very harmonious. It doesn’t take a long time for that kind of opening to occur, either.

Yesterday, as I was talking about the clues of my next steps and what my next step is, my throat started to close. It was about talking about beings of light on this planet, and yet that’s fairly familiar territory for me — but I only speak about it with people in our circles. So the thought of speaking about it at large — like this woman on the podcast, the psychiatrist, who said that for her, even speaking about people on the other side, like her late husband, would get people hauled away and injected with medicines to stop that — this is next-level awareness.

So I will say that I’m being called to that area [Kazakhstan] for that purpose. And at the same time, I put the call out to others who may also be called to that area for that purpose — to open to the subtler grid systems that are intersecting now with our current planetary grid system. And it just so happens that in that area, the Stargate that is open there is more accessible.

The people who live much simpler lives there are not as impacted by what’s going on in the world. I’m getting an image like the shepherds who knew to go and witness the upshift in the grid system with the birth of Jesus. They knew it; they felt it, because the environment in which they lived was very rarefied and they were tuned in. There’s a region in that part of the world that is still like that — that has less interference from the more oppressive global consciousness that we are living in. Especially living just south of Washington, DC, our consciousness doesn’t amplify out like this big fountain image I was just given. We stay more pillar-like because of that. But being in a different part of the world, away from all of that, would allow us to be more open. So that’s a long way to go to get out of the control grid.

I’m also being shown that the areas of the light centers are that way — they’re zones that are like an oasis, a suspended animation, if you will, because there’s enough conscious effort to amplify light. So the global mission is still very much in a primary position at this point. It’s not a diversion — it is the primary mission. And it’s a hard concept to explain to people, because it’s not what their reality would know.

MARK: How does that interface with this technology here?

CAROL: This is the amplifying technology. If we can attune our energy systems to neutral-positive — and in fact, by focusing on this technology, it helps us to recognize our own personal imbalance within us. It’s like the bubble that just popped inside of my energy system, my belief system. Now I have access to more bandwidth because I’ve brought my system back into balance. And it has a direct correlation to my sense of inner peace. I’m no longer feeling like there’s something missing, or being agitated about something I can’t see within myself. I feel like my energy is more — I’m not internally warring with myself anymore.

MARK: Okay.

CAROL: I think that’s what frustration is all about — when you know you’re supposed to know something, get something, and you’re trying to get there with your mind, but you can’t, because it’s not a mind thing. It’s a frequency upshift that occurs energetically. And when the upshift occurs, then the flood of awareness comes to you. But not until the upshift. Until then, you just know something is missing that you can’t get to with your mind. So all is well.


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